Fighting for hope

Survival takes a lot, and just so you know death of the soul, the will to fight, without the light, without the compassion, without the sensitivity, that is not living at all. Your not surviving, then thriving if you allow yourself to die alive!!!! The stronger person in many cases is the one who gives his life to save the light others cannot really burn out. The person who endured trauma often dies inside because they don’t see how to pick up the pieces, but to me hurting others to maybe come out better hurts yourself the worst, because you become a perpetrator. And just maybe a person who suffers and escapes will find a way to share their light and compassion!! Maybe it’s possible to thrive despite others. In life and death their are heroes, and cowards. A powerful light burned out cowardly politician is not what any of us needs and is dangerous and bound to have a lack of conscious. Someone who will not join the groups of perpetrators actually may die, but honestly they are the only ones that really have a chance.

I’m an ex wife of Warren Jeffs, I’ve seen in action many levels of these dynamics in action. Maybe not as intense as some people, but I’m pretty sure what I did experience may give someone hope, and that’s my goal. You don’t have to join the perpetrators, I know their are hero’s that die and some that live,

I wrote a song for one of my ex sister wives who died a hero, from being locked in a room after getting cancer (after I escaped.) She suffered without treatment or support and could not escape, she was one of the few who stood up for people being bullied.